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I. Yellow
They think they disagree, but they can't talk to each
other in a way through which they'll realize that they're on the
same page. A fly on a supermarket apple; you look the other way
because it doesn't belong there. "She's so stuck up, but she's not
cute enough to be that stuck up."
He looked into the water and saw the colors that you'd
think it wouldn't have. The misty film on dark purple plums. A thumbnail
by the sink. Another cup of tea.
A good walking distance between two destinations.
The space between the top of his head and the top of the hat. Moving
the head too fast wearing new glasses.
This is war. He couldn't bring himself to think that.
Wipe the corner of the mouth with the hard flat surface below the
thumb. Clean before you can see it's dirty. "What am I after?" he
asked himself.
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II. Blue
Very loud rock bands. Very loud motorcycles. Like
living under a freeway. Itches all over after laying down insulation
that no shower will take away. Waking up from a bad dream of standing
on the assembly line again. Your eyes just wince in reaction. The
callouses are gone. In the land of offices, they'll never understand.
He broke into a sweat, the good kind, where your head
is in the air and your legs are pumping hard and your breath comes
back into focus and it just feels good. It lasted awhile. Enjoy
it while it lasts.
A cliche- it's late, it's quiet, and you hear the
refrigerator kick on. Man, that's livin'. A car goes up the street.
Stand and place each foot one after another deliberately and quietly
until you fall into bed.
The joy when he saw her. She smelled so good, her
neck radiated heat. He keeps thinking he can be a better person.
Feel the grooves in your forehead with your fingertips. Just wondering.
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III. Orange
Setting the fork down on the plate with the barest
tick. Trying to make the voice match the action. Furrow brow and
pick a crumb up to hold it in-between thumb and forefinger and examine
it closely, looking sincere. He really means it, and they pretend
to believe him.
Drive a rental car really fast and the landscape blurs
in the periphery. Diner food and paper toilet seat covers (distinctive
design combines quality with economy.) Another blond on the newscast.
Polite elevators.
You can smell it but you can't see it. You try to
walk away from it but it follows you. It nestles down in the threads,
hangs for awhile. It's not going anywhere. It's you.
Do you really think? Do you really believe? Do you
really act? Do you really love? Do you really care? How about: let
it be; do the twist; dancin' in the streets.
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IV. Gray
Winding through the canyon behind glass
on four wheels. Tall sticks sprorting dull wavy fringe up high.
Choppy river carrying peekabo shifty white tips. Granite boulders
the size of a car, the size of a bus, the size of a house, a stadium
of granite.
Here kitty, here. What gratitude, such
indifference. Three paws down, one up and ready to move. I am just
another thing in her landscape. I am other, but there's no prejudice,
so nothing personal, and no hard feelings.
Hey Chief! "Big boys" playing Checkers
in a land of Chess, Go Fish against Poker. So distracted playing
video games they snuck right in through the door and slit his throat.
Game over.
It was late, and it seemed like there was
nothing there, but she found a bunch of stuff in the cabinets and
the refrigerator and whipped up something. Whatever that concoction
was it was pretty good, and they were pretty darn happy.
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V. Red
Getting out of the car, turning, the sweat-soaked
shirt stuck in an oval to the back suggests the face of Jesus to
the stoner in the park across the street. Well, he looked like a
stoner. He had long hair, he was hanging out in a park, and he saw
Jesus' face.
He is pedaling, and as he goes over a bump
the front wheel of his bicycle drops off. The bike plunges forward,
forks digging into the ground. This flips the bike forward and he
flies over the handlebars, headfirst, feet dangling behind him.
And just as his left cheek is about to be crushed and ground into
hamburger by the gravel he always wakes up.
Sixty-seven stairs straight up. Turn left,
and then across the landing to fifty-two more. Into the narrow stone
staircase that is cool and smells moldy and spirals up so tightly
and steeply that you can't really look back down because there is
nothing left to see. Narrow slits in the walls, where archers sat
ready, looking over green fields and the lazy soft blue-green river.
Hold book up. Arms get tired. Hold book
up. Eyes get tired. Adjust light. Recross legs. Rub eyes with bent
forefinger and thumb. Look again. Hold book up. Clean glasses. Sip
of water. Use bookmark. Head back. Deep breath. Head forward. Open
book. Stare down. Hold book up. Proceed.
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VI. Purple
Paring knife. A paring knife. I need a
paring knife. I can't cut these apples without a paring knife. A
really good paring knife is worth it's weight in gold. How can you
live without a paring knife? Now I know what you need for Christmas.
There's a lawn with a sprinkler on it,
turning and whirling, softly spraying water in a circle that lands
at its edges on warm sidewalk to darkly sit and barely shine under
the just flickering streetlight to reflect the fading sky, the late
fading day, the stillness and silence after a day's labors, a day's
play, another day of the sun beating down, and the dry air of the
long day sluggishly moves down the street, over the hill, and into
the valley.
Children of America! Listen and Rise Up!
The forty hour work week is a sham! Don't get a job! Bum through
Europe for a couple of years! Join the Peace Corps! Apprentice yourself
to a craftsperson! Volunteer or organize! There's always time later
to work. The jobs can wait. Put it off as long as you can. You'll
never regret it.
I know what you mean. I was going to say
that. You took the words right out of my mouth. We're thinking alike
here. I agree completely. I was just going to say. I was wondering
that too. I seem to recall that. Great minds think alike. I hear
ya. I'm on your side. Never doubted it. Well waddya know. We are
the same page. We're on the same team. We're birds of a feather.
Marching to the same beat. Friends to the end. Buddies. Pals. Allies.
Two peas in a pod. To our dying days. To the bitter end. Inseparable.
Yeah.
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VII. Green
Running away from chasing waves, leaning
over for traction, toes digging in to curl and grasp the sand. Shoeless,
running for postion beneath the floating frisbee. Watermelon juice
dripping down between the toes. The feel of shag carpet. Running
and standing, skittering and spinning around on the laid out water-soaked
plastic sheet.
Air so clean, so thin, it hurts. It enters
the nostrils, but so thin you're not sure it goes down into the
lungs. You look through it, it's so thin, it goes on forever. You
see what you see but you can't believe you can see that. Air is
curved. Air is volume. Air is light. It is sculpture around a mountain,
filling a valley, surrounding your body
Sitting in the dirt, legs folded, peeling
the bark from a branch with dirty fingernails. Looking down and
at the branch so closely it's really looking inward, concentrating
on the bark coming off in dry flakes. Not seeing beyond, but still
it's all there at the edges of the eye blurry and unclear, but vibrant
and beautiful in shapes and colors that are hard to identify and
not memorable, only there at that moment. The sensation of that
kind of looking would be lost if he stopped looking at the branch
and instead looked directly at the things he had seen without looking.
The sound of the bell carried through the
air like a hummingbird, a softly muddled fast fluttering motor,
the sound a vibration like waves in a pond one could almost see
rolling towards the ear.
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VIII. Black
Was I in your dreams? Do you think of me when you're
driving around town, when you're standing in the shower? Do you
ever think of me and a smile comes to your face, a laugh gurgles
out of your mouth? I aspire to that. Do you want to protect me?
Will you stand up for me? Do you want me to want that from you?
I aspire to that, too.
They taught him how to pedal, but they forgot to
teach him how to stop. He found out the hard way. Almost everyone
does. Some learned how to stop from people who wanted them to
thrive. Others who don't learn to stop just get stopped.
Can you ignore the conversation? This guy is telling
another guy about Andy Warhol and he doesn't know what he's talking
about. It's hard not to pipe up. Andy Warhol did not create the
Velvet Underground. The Velvet Underground was not a boy band.
Disinformation- how can one stand by silently and let this spread?
Yearning for a rarely indulged luxury, a weekday
matinee. Leaving the daylight, leaving the working world behind,
entering the interior world of light, shadow, and sound. Dark
and cool, no distractions, looking straight ahead as the mind
takes in and shapes another world.
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IX. White
The baby crying leaking through the floor the wall
out the window. Merging with percussive whooshing and humming night
sounds is it a cat it's choking breath holding tight gasping to
stop move on on a roll fading then fading through the walls.
Some neighbors, they're just not friendly. Either
shy or disinterested or rude until too late they're people eventually
ignored. Couples who yell at each other become "those people." Everyone
is one of those to someone. Hold your tongue hold your thoughts.
It's your car for the week so put the seat back so
strap yourself in so figure out the stations so with a full tank
go as fast as you want as far as you want so leadfoot so making
time so not seeing not remember not know so it's scanning gazing
glimpsing so your mind is so not your body so pull over so stop
so breathe so remember so car or not so anywhere so you must be
here so slow so kind so try harder so you'll be and so be and so
others will so.
The sun behind shining in the side view mirror while
ahead a rainbow arced over the emerald fields spread ahead of the
new wet highway the landscape says yes be light, rain, colors. One
of many you are greater as the many.
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